Surgery - the worst hell I have ever experienced. (Okay Tigers Blood was worse)

It has been difficult for me to write about my surgery.  First of all because my right arm is still in a lot of pain and that makes it diffi...

So It's All Normal Isn't it? But What About GRIEF?

I'm one of the lucky ones.  I never looked ill.  My cancer never exhibited itself physically.  It wasn't until chemotherapy that I s...

Seeing Elephants and Melting Down.

Seriously, today I actually had a meltdown, well, truth be told, I think my fragile state started last night.  I was running around the hous...

I Guess the World Didn't End!

I know, I know, it was wishful thinking on my part that the world would end today.  Okay, perhaps not really wishful thinking, more some sor...

The Callanish Healing Retreat......

I have just finished a week at the Callanish Retreat and am completely blown away.  I had no idea what to expect when I came here, I ju...